done, and done.

well hello
finally i'm done with uni, i can't believe it, its been 1.5 years with all the whining of stress i get from doing my assignments, studying for exams. and here i am confused what to do.
my results will come out in a few weeks hopefully, i should say i'm done after that but i don't care, i think i'll pass :D
i can't believe i'm leaving Melbourne soon, it will be sad and heart breaking. i don't feel like wondering around lately though because its been such shitty weather here - freezing and wet. i'm wishing for better weather soon. i'll deal with the cold, but at least give us some sun will ya?
the most odd thing was 2 days ago, there was an earthquake! it was only 5.2 though, nothing compared back home, but everyone seems made a big deal out of it, well, it is a rare thing :p
anyway, its pain living in limbo, waking up without knowing what to do that day except if i have work
i'm a type of person who cannot sit and do nothing.
so yeah, should start looking for a job and be excited. wish me luck :)
xx

ps. took the picture at Port Arthur, Tasmania :) one scary place, tell you more about it later!

smitten.

i have been thinking a lot lately for everything that has happened in my life,
plus intense chatting with a sweet close friend of mine.
how funny things work out
most of all, i thought about the things that i'm not proud of and might hurt someone more than i thought.
so let me apologize to them, i didn't mean to hurt anyone possibly just because i wasnt wise enough at that time. i am aware that words are never enough.
so then, i wish them love, my prayers and happiness from the bottom of my heart.
all is well
xx

i love skype

say hello to my lovely family! well, my brothers is sleeping anyway :p
skype-ing with my family is the highlight of my day :__) i can't live without them.
i found this pict at my lil sis's blog

you call me baby, you call me love

still im not sure what you dream of
and night when you turn on to your side
oh moon don't bother calling out tonight
calling out tonight no more

i used to love you, more with each day
and now my fear that its going away
and my heart won't cope from no one no more
no one

wont you tell me for all the world
its gonna take to stay your girl
i just wanna understand
you're the sand castle of my heart

i love you so much i can't stand it
i would go off and on and never knowing what to do
i love you so much i can't stand it
i walk alone at night and think of me and you

same script, different cast
it felt like trash all over again
i'm just an audience twenty thousand miles away
and who cares

thought the storm will settle down
it's never enough heartbreaks
too hard to keen on zero level expectation

stepping down, walking backwards
till you're out of sight
i just don't know how to love you
i love you so much i can't stand it

gravity.

It's all fun fun and games until somebody sees what they should not see the innocence is killed not written, certainly not shown but eventually what's meant to be covered up gets known you only want to be with her because she's mine you will lose me as a friend if you cross that line she's the gravity my life circles around she's the gravity my life circles around but how long can a cool cat keep its calm despite the amounting evidence that does cause for alarm cause for worry cause for pain physically threatening you responsible alien

i'm packed, ready to go.

well, hello there!
i know, it's been ages I post nothing. so sorry. you'll know why.
I've moved to the beautiful Melbourne city.
so my journey starts, Melbourne, please be nice to me. :)

the twins luncheon

we had a small kinda celebration at the new resto near our home, great food, we get too much compliment that day, 2 pan of pizza and a caramel pudding.

smitten

i miss you today, and i don't know what to do.

i am blessed :)

it's been a rough week indeed for me, unstable mind and body,
wishin hard to get all of this overwith as soon as possible.
well, as a start, it happen today :) a GREAT NEWS come by my email
patience is the key :) thank you.

image source : sfgirlbay

shots from the week

been better, but its okay,
wore new blouses i bought last weekend,
went to erasmus huis watch the amsterdam viola quartet
saw an exhibiton there also, and a few of friends piece are shown
met a high school friend and her dog, ollie
meeting the whole team at last! at our favourite place, kopitiam oey
more coming up this weekend, it's my best friends birthday today
shall we have a greatttt weekend!!!!

not for making it worse

but, i do loved this song from the moment i heard it for the first time
the lyrics are making it worse though :p forgive me.
want to see them live someday!

what i need now, is

goodbye,

one part i always hate, all i should do is breath in and breath out

the design files

well, quite overwhelming.
but, i have to fight stronger and be really sure.
i assume you don't know what i'm talking about eih?
got a reference to open this inspiring blog, thank you cha!
am so overwhelming (again) reading it all, too excited only by skimming
then paused by this st-kilda painting by Ross Tamlin :)

ps : i think i left my heart in melbourne :) wish me luck!

tumblr-ing

just can't get enough, i'm now posting daily photo's :D
please do come by :)

stack-o

one gloomy night (including the heavy rain outside)
i decided to put something different in my bedroom
i put on a mega mendung batik (the one i bought in jogjakarta) on top of my old curtain,
because its going to be temporary anyway
at least i see something different there.. don't you think its better than wallpaper?
anyway, then i have stacks of my photos from my lomolitos camera
stick it randomly at the wall and my fridge.

o,monday 02

someone is reading my mind -- do heal me soon!!

o, monday!

for today and upcoming days ahead spirit!
it says it all.

restart, refresh, reorganize!

How's your weekend?
Mine were busy as always and even made today full of nerve
with the full spinning dust moving rapidly all in my head.
well, i'm not here to complain!
I just need to take a deep breath with fresh air to clear up
and re-organizing everything in the right order of priorities :)

i am a magazine person, and it's one of my main source of inspirations, so i don't have to heart to toss some of the olds,
because it might be something useful in the days ahead,
maybe i should do the filling and only keep the highlights only
while browsing inspirations for libraries ideas,
these are some great ideas of organizing.
lists i have to organize are :
my mind
school list and requirement lists
my projects and deadlines
computer folders and data's
room, magazines and books
home workspace
other lots of things i can't remember right now
hahaa hoping for a better day tomorrow!

i am blessed :)

good news were delivered today
thank you lord
i am so blessed :)

images are taken randomly from beautiful blogs,
via etc & daydream lily

have a wonderful long weekend!
i'll be in yogyakarta :)